I'm at the point in my life where it's time to really find myself. To figure out who I am and what I want to do. I've hit a little bit of a road block, but I'm slowly figuring it out. In order to be a real person, you have to act like a real person. For over a month I would sit around my house, not getting dressed or even showering. I didn't think it was worth it. But I realized it really is. I realized how important it is to get dressed in the morning, put on some make up, make yourself feel good. Even if you did it all just to sit and watch tv at least you made an effort.
I truly believe if you put good thoughts into the universe, the universe will be good to you. I believe in karma and what comes around goes around. I believe in good vibes and being nice. But I wasn't always acting that way. I was talking about all these things but not doing anything about it. I was still a bitch. I hate everything about being mad and negative. I would be mean and not even know why. I didn't give other people a chance and I think I missed out on what could have been great relationships and friendships because of it.
This is my time to seek my Great Perhaps and I want to do so before it becomes my last words. I want to adventure and explore. I want to experience the world, not just live in it because it is such an amazing place. I love to think and question and learn. I wish I could obtain all of the knowledge in the universe. I want to write and film and photograph. There is so much I want to do with my life I feel like I'm already running out of time.
So this is me, seeking my Great Perhaps, living life and documenting what I can of it.
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